Are you really interested in software engineering?
Wanting to be a software engineer doesn't always means being interested in software engineering
It may sound strange but just because you want to do something doesn't necessarily mean are interested in the thing you want to do. A quick example would be wanting to be a software engineer because you think you'll become rich but realizing that you detest spending your day writing code. Or another example could be wanting to be a software engineer so you can build your own startup but realizing that the parts of a startup you want to focus your time on are business and sales. While this doesn't mean you shouldn't spend your time learning about software engineering, it probably means software engineering will simply complement whatever you're really interested in.